highs and lows

dang, dont really have much time to blog but just feeling like typing some stuff down..

emerge service was amazing. like seriously. haven had such an encounter with God for a long long time and it came at just the right time. was laid hands upon and could really felt His presence so tangible and strong. its really time for me to move to the next level. i've been stagnant too long. way too long. if He's not Lord over all, He's not Lord at all. this i have to keep in mind.
seek Him first. (:

and i was a disappoinment. i know. shouldnt have went out today. ah ma had a fall in the morning and i should have stayed at home. yes, she might be fine but its still an excuse. its right to be disapppointed in me. i felt inhuman. this sucks. i really love my ah ma. i really do. i'm so sorry.

and i really dont know what you want..

prayers, prayers~