willpower. it kinda struck me how strong willpower can actually be. the recent events that i went through set me thinking. how strong's my willpower? after watching the green lantern with my cg, i've got to admit that its pretty unrealistic. but the moral of the story's good to take away. its okay to have fear, just that you need to find ways to overcome them. and apparently the power of will's much stronger than the power of fear.
and recently my OC turn-out the company because some buggers decided to sleep in the det office without giving 2 hoots about the consequences. and hell yeah we got them. though its just like any other turn outs we had, it was after a full breakfast and it strained me greatly. i dont know why. yes, its mind over body and i didnt fall out from anything ever since i've enlisted but wow, that turn out really got me. i couldnt take it and vomited out my breakfast halfway through it. could i have endured? or have i weakened ever since after ATEC? even 5km runs are taking a toll on me. i've gotta do something about this..
also, temptations from the evil one. all kinds. and it has been a struggle. but service yesterday was really awesome. trust and obey, there's no other way. with the Glory of God in me, breakthroughs will come. i need to have a stronger relationship with Him, a closer walk. its time to move on to the next level, and i've been thinking this through. gotta consult my cgl and pray about it, before i finally decide on it. it wouldnt be easy, but who ever said that being a Christian was easy? (:
sheer will.
what you are is God's gift to you. what you become is your gift to God.
its time..
time to let go of things that are disruptive to your emotions..
time to move on to greater things that God has in stored for you..
time to be stronger.
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