Her

Suddenly, i just felt the urge to post this, i dont know why.

I really love her, after knowing her for quite some time, i can safely say that i really love her. i would say that we're progressing quite well, not exactly rushing into things and allowing nature to take its place. i really really treasure this relationship that we have.

but sometimes, it just feels as if its a little complicated. like not what i would expect it to be like. but once again, its the expectation that ruins things isnt it? and i cant let it happen. i cant afford to let things be ruined. she means too much to me, way too much. she's just constantly on my mind. and i know, never give up on something that you cant go a day without thinking about.

i really thank God for bringing her into my life. a girl so shy on the outside, but full of warmth and compassion on the inside, that not many people actually do realise. and i'm not gonna take her for granted.

much as i want us to be together and go really far, i want this to be a God-willing relationship. He needs to be the centre of it all. (:

Your Guardian Angel - The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus

When I see your smile
Tears run down my face
I can't replace
And now that I'm stronger I've figured out

How this world turns cold
And breaks through my soul
And I know, I'll find deep inside me
I can be the one

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to Heaven

It's okay, it's okay, it's okay

Seasons are changing and waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you, I'll be the one

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to Heaven

'Cause you're my, you're my, my
My true love, my whole heart
Please don't throw that away

'Cause I'm here for you
Please don't walk away
And please tell me, you'll stay, stay

Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know, I'll be okay
Though my skies are turning gray

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to Heaven

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to Heaven

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever


it is my dream, to hold, to hug, to kiss, to cry, to laugh together, and simply be there for you through it all.
i love you. <3